Love,
How do you explain love.
How do you explain love in terms of experience.
I dont want a a stupid explanation from the dictionary.
I want an answer from you.
Love,
I love being in love.
Being in love just makes you feel so good, so happy and so unbelievably special.
It makes you want to shout it out loud. It makes you feel excited even at the slightest of things.
However,
Being in love makes me feel, repressed, oppressed, depressed, etc.
It feels great. But at the back of your mind there are always the insecurities lurking.
Waiting to strike.
I love being in love. I just miss that feeling.
I wish i had someone/something to love.
If i typed out everything i had in my mind, It would be an utter complete mess.
If i typed out everything i had in my mind, it would be too explicit for this website.
If i typed out everything i had in my mind, It would reveal... too much.
So sad, so sad.
Today is the last day of the badminton tournament.
So sad, so sad.
I'm gonna miss people like Yiying, Sheena, Vanessa Poo Jill.
Okay.. Fine, not so much the latter two because they were pretty dao. But i'm gonna miss Yiying a lot. It's like i will
never ever see her again.
I'll miss looking at Sheena and Vanessa Poo Jill. I feel like some pervert.
I think Vanessa Poo Jill is super butch. But she's like, sexy at being butch. Okay, i don't know how to explain this but her it's like her masculinity makes damn sexy. I guess that's just to me because some other people find her... Hmmm... Lemme see what that word is. Gross. Yes, gross. I actually find her sexy and not gross. :)
I'm gonna miss like all the crescent people and all the other schools! It was so fun! I sound like some super sensitive and emotional cow who takes all this all too serious. Eh heh.
Alright, I guess that's it man. I just value friendships very much. & I'd love for accquaintances to be friends. :)
How many stars are there?
Muse is soo cool.
Who is Muse's muse?
That question always amuses me.
I love puns. Love it.
I took a warm bath and then i took a cold shower.
I felt asphyxiated.
It was painful.
Ahhh.. The cold. The spine chilling cold.
How can you believe in something that doesnt even exist?
If everything you ever believed in was all actually just a lie, how would you feel?
If everything you ever believed in was your pillar or strength, will you crumble and fall?
Sometimes i just wished i had something i truly believed in or something i can hold on to when everything feels so out of place.
I always feel like one day I'm going to be left struggling in the murky water. When everyone has already learnt to swim in order to get themselves out, I would still be stuck in the murky water not knowing what would be lurking in it's murkiness, exhausted from wading, mentally exhausted. When i die, no one would know because my body would have sunken to the bottom.
I'm feeling really out right now. I feel like i need a smoke.
I'm in pain. Mentally and physically.
