even you can do it.
i'm just quoting my dad cos he is quite inspiring ya know.
What he says just makes me feel good.
In the material world. Nobody cares about your education. They just care about the $$$.
Somehow i feel like i'll be a flop in future. I talked to Shannon. She did encourage me
and gave me advice on my future. She worked on her strengths and became a mechanical engineer. She hated it after a few years and now she's a director for a company called polyvision. She's a director that makes her exactly the same is postion as my dad or maybe higher. she's only 34 for crying out loud and she's had already 3 BMWs and they all got bigger and louder. hahaha. she's bought 3 different houses already. Can you imagine.
I've come to point where i'm starting to question what am i doing in life and what do i want in life. A part of me wants to succeed at something i like to do and other part of me is telling me to sleep at 4 and wake up at 1 or rather just bum around. I don't want to have hopeless future and struggle with a salary of $2000 month. I consider myself living the high-life. ( I really feel that way la. i want what get what leh. ) I don't think i would survive earning so little in future.
Shannon says i shouldn't think so much and that i should just concentrate on my studies. When the time comes then i will naturally figure out what i'm gonna be stuck with for life.
You may think that i do not care about my studies at all. But it's always playing at the back of my head. Sometimes it does tear me apart. I really don't want to end up living on just $2000 a month. It's a pity because sometimes i really can't study. I try to pull up my socks but it just keeps slipping down. Maybe it's the determination.
One more thing i must note is, I MISS YOU CHEW FANGZI. as in really really miss you. It's like you don't talk to me anymore. Or rather you dont want to talk to me anymore. Not that i like you or anything la but i reallly reallly your stupid corny smile and your corny lame jokes which you think is very funny but isn't but i still laugh anyway. Sigh.
posted by Greeeenfunk @ 11:25 pm
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